My future goals

We have a lot of goals in our life. Sometimes goals seem to be the motivation of our life. Someone think if a person do not have a goal, they’re just walking dead. Because having a goal can help us to move forward in real world.

Actually, I have thought a lot in my childhood about my future, about my dreams. When I was in my first to third grade in my primary school, I want to become a teacher because I can have as much vacation as the students, also I don’t need to do any homework. But after I find out teachers need to do more thing than I thought, I just gave up. When I was in my fifth to seventh grade, I find out that  I love to build Lego, do puzzles, cooked Chinese cuisines and baked some dessert. I love to do everything that gives me an immediate sense of accomplishment until now I still love to do it. Between the time I’m going to turn to a freshman, I thought I can become a businesswoman because I born in a “business” family, and I have the ability to insight into the thoughts of others. But suddenly I gave up, because, for me, it is fruitless, I can’t hold for a long time to do only one thing.

Recently, I’m really confuse. I have no idea what will happen in my college and what will happen when I will become 25. Sometime, I think I may give up myself when my college education is finish. 

(Sorry for the delay, I thought I have already published.)

(Sorry for my bad moods, because I don’t want to lie to myself, I need time to become a better person who I don’t hate...

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